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Holy crap. This is the first time I have seen Knee post over here


Good to see ya stranger. Hope you are holding up alright
 
Irishblooded said:
Holy crap. This is the first time I have seen Knee post over here


Good to see ya stranger. Hope you are holding up alright
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2020 has been pretty shitty for me and a lot of plot twists. I made some changes and got my guard up on and off work now. Switched from beer to whiskey almost full time, quit smoking for a few months but quitting wasn't no fun. I still hate the holidays and if I die on my motorcycle, I'll die happy.
 
Knee_Draggin' said:
2020 has been pretty shitty for me and a lot of plot twists. I made some changes and got my guard up on and off work now. Switched from beer to whiskey almost full time, quit smoking for a few months but quitting wasn't no fun. I still hate the holidays and if I die on my motorcycle, I'll die happy.
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I can't blame you on the first or last point.

But seriously. Give up the smoking. Nothing good comes from it. And use the cash saved for mods on the bike ;)

I hope 2021 bring you better chances and more peace. You have earned it. And good or bad I'm always glad to hear from you
 
Irishblooded said:
I can't blame you on the first or last point.

But seriously. Give up the smoking. Nothing good comes from it. And use the cash saved for mods on the bike ;)

I hope 2021 bring you better chances and more peace. You have earned it. And good or bad I'm always glad to hear from you
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I've done evil things. They felt justified in the moment but evil never kills evil, it only reinforces it. Now I have to live with the evil, and it won't let me forget.
 
Knee_Draggin' said:
I've done evil things. They felt justified in the moment but evil never kills evil, it only reinforces it. Now I have to live with the evil, and it won't let me forget.
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Don't try to forget, bro. Use it. Accept that you are imperfect. Learn to be proud of doing your best. Appreciate the past that made you who you are and strive to be the best you possible can be tomorrow.

I tell people all the time, "I don't mean to be bad, it just turns out that way sometimes."
 
OldDevilDawg said:
Don't try to forget, bro. Use it. Accept that you are imperfect. Learn to be proud of doing your best. Appreciate the past that made you who you are and strive to be the best you possible can be tomorrow.

I tell people all the time, "I don't mean to be bad, it just turns out that way sometimes."
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The hate inside me keeps me warm on cold nights
 
Knee_Draggin' said:
I've done evil things. They felt justified in the moment but evil never kills evil, it only reinforces it. Now I have to live with the evil, and it won't let me forget.
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Forgiveness. Not only something we need to give to others to lighten our own loads. Sometimes we need to grant it to ourselves as well, otherwise the demons of guilt can overwhelm. Find that in the soul that resides within you...
 
Knee_Draggin' said:
2020 has been pretty shitty for me and a lot of plot twists. I made some changes and got my guard up on and off work now. Switched from beer to whiskey almost full time, quit smoking for a few months but quitting wasn't no fun. I still hate the holidays and if I die on my motorcycle, I'll die happy.
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Hell yeah I agree. Am too old to leave a good looking corpse.
 
Knee_Draggin' said:
I've done evil things. They felt justified in the moment but evil never kills evil, it only reinforces it. Now I have to live with the evil, and it won't let me forget.
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you are one of the most real posters I have gotten to know in my years on a posting board starting back on Rivals. You have never been anything but honest and upfront. And you are one of the first people I would be happy to to buy a round (and maybe a second even) for.

I spent the first half of my life doing things that don’t get to be forgiven and the best thing I can tell you is that you will never wake up to hear someone say your confessions are validated. We all have to learn to dance with our own daemons. And mine are no better than yours. And yours are no more haunting to your reality than mine are to me. So I say as a very honest thing.

Learn from them. Grow from them. And move on from them. Because no matter what you believe or what actually happens. You will always be someone’s villain. So don’t be your own. And if you need someone to talk to There are people near and far to do so. Let the help, help.
 
Irishblooded said:
you are one of the most real posters I have gotten to know in my years on a posting board starting back on Rivals. You have never been anything but honest and upfront. And you are one of the first people I would be happy to to buy a round (and maybe a second even) for.

I spent the first half of my life doing things that don’t get to be forgiven and the best thing I can tell you is that you will never wake up to hear someone say your confessions are validated. We all have to learn to dance with our own daemons. And mine are no better than yours. And yours are no more haunting to your reality than mine are to me. So I say as a very honest thing.

Learn from them. Grow from them. And move on from them. Because no matter what you believe or what actually happens. You will always be someone’s villain. So don’t be your own. And if you need someone to talk to There are people near and far to do so. Let the help, help.
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Don't sweat it IB, I get a bit emotional when I drink after a rough day at the office. We're good

Also I was dealing with this...

thefallen.militarytimes.com

Army Sgt. Joshua L. Rath| Military Times

Honoring those who fought and died in Operation Enduring Freedom, Operation Iraqi Freedom and Operation New Dawn
thefallen.militarytimes.com

The last thing he said to me was that he was honored that I asked him to be my best man.
 
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Knee_Draggin' said:
Don't sweat it IB, I get a bit emotional when I drink after a rough day at the office. We're good

Also I was dealing with this...

thefallen.militarytimes.com

Army Sgt. Joshua L. Rath| Military Times

Honoring those who fought and died in Operation Enduring Freedom, Operation Iraqi Freedom and Operation New Dawn
thefallen.militarytimes.com

The last thing he said to me was that he was honored that I asked him to be my best man.
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When I started dating my wife I took her out with Josh and a few friends. She made a comment about I didn't need her approval of my friends. I laughed and told her that was for my friends approval.

She went to his memorial at Ft Hood pregnant as shit and got some funny looks when she started laughing at a story of him and a rope swing on the Guadalupe River.
 
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