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Tidergirl

Tidergirl

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As many of you know I am not the original TG, nor am I nothing like the persona that I put here. How I got her isnt important. On Tap, ODDs wedding were 2 chances I wanted to tell you folks in person. Wedding not the time, Bham meet I wouldn't believe what I said so doesn't matter, not important... TG was done until the purge and well thought it might be useful bc I didn't like what was going on there. Still doesn't really matter... What matters is I was what turned into a few post turned into something that was just not true. In reality over the course of a couple of years I have turned into a real piece POS and a lying one at that. What is going on outside of this board I really and I mean really deserve. i am not emberassed but what people have seen or heard, fuck it we are all strange when were alone, but emberassed my world had to get turned upside down, and mind fucked to the point the other options that were on the table b4 this was going on, was a legit option... to open my eyes and see what I have become. To see and replay things I have said to my girls and acted towards my wife (I dont like her btw)no matter how good of a person I was for the first 37 years of my life, what has been eating at me, is how far I have fallen in two years and wtf am I going to do about it...
Back to TG... Of course coulda shoulda woulda doesnt count here, intentional or not, I want to sincerely apologize to the 5th for lying and deceiving you weather intentions were good or not... I for once am lost for words. and even more lost in life. leaving work, if you guys want to ask questions fire away will be a couple hours b4 I get back to it... i will check back a final time, and ill be done here..... once again I do appologize.
one last thing, let you all decide, I am so use to my life being dictated what I do, I'll ask this. I have a couple of doodles Ive been working on that arent quite done. Post or no?
3rd cop was a nice touch,,,, and there are big bunnies running about...
 
Tidergirl said:
To see and replay things I have said to my girls and acted towards my wife (I dont like her btw)no matter how good of a person I was for the first 37 years of my life, what has been eating at me, is how far I have fallen in two years and wtf am I going to do about it...
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PM me and let's talk. I've been there.
 
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Tidergirl said:
As many of you know I am not the original TG, nor am I nothing like the persona that I put here. How I got her isnt important. On Tap, ODDs wedding were 2 chances I wanted to tell you folks in person. Wedding not the time, Bham meet I wouldn't believe what I said so doesn't matter, not important... TG was done until the purge and well thought it might be useful bc I didn't like what was going on there. Still doesn't really matter... What matters is I was what turned into a few post turned into something that was just not true. In reality over the course of a couple of years I have turned into a real piece POS and a lying one at that. What is going on outside of this board I really and I mean really deserve. i am not emberassed but what people have seen or heard, fuck it we are all strange when were alone, but emberassed my world had to get turned upside down, and mind fucked to the point the other options that were on the table b4 this was going on, was a legit option... to open my eyes and see what I have become. To see and replay things I have said to my girls and acted towards my wife (I dont like her btw)no matter how good of a person I was for the first 37 years of my life, what has been eating at me, is how far I have fallen in two years and wtf am I going to do about it...
Back to TG... Of course coulda shoulda woulda doesnt count here, intentional or not, I want to sincerely apologize to the 5th for lying and deceiving you weather intentions were good or not... I for once am lost for words. and even more lost in life. leaving work, if you guys want to ask questions fire away will be a couple hours b4 I get back to it... i will check back a final time, and ill be done here..... once again I do appologize.
one last thing, let you all decide, I am so use to my life being dictated what I do, I'll ask this. I have a couple of doodles Ive been working on that arent quite done. Post or no?
3rd cop was a nice touch,,,, and there are big bunnies running about...
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I just want to point out that there is no need to go, there are some real quality people here that will help you get through some things if you choose. In the end you are more than likely to find that you are being harder on yourself than anyone else is.
 
batchaps4me said:
I just want to point out that there is no need to go, there are some real quality people here that will help you get through some things if you choose. In the end you are more than likely to find that you are being harder on yourself than anyone else is.
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Truer words have never been spoken. That was a hard lesson for me to learn.
 
OldDevilDawg said:
Truer words have never been spoken. That was a hard lesson for me to learn.
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Same here. I was taught to judge myself harder than others can but you have to forgive yourself in the same manner. I recently heard Adolph Coors IV say we would care less what others thought of us if we understood how little others thought about us.
 
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