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Yknow, I'm reluctant to even make this post, but, I already kept my mouth shut about several mistruths that were to my own detriment, and while I am done with this site ONLY because this piece of shit is posting here, I am going to clear the air on a few things, rather than allow myself to be slandered with assumption and bullshit.
First things first. What I said last night was vile, and evil, inexcusable, and I am legitimately, honest ashamed of myself. Peter, for whatever it is worth, and, I expect nothing, you have my sincere apologies. And I assure you, my blood boils typing that out. But I'm man enough to admit when I'm wrong, and I was wrong. And, reading what I have I've lost the friendship and respect of many I consider friends and respect. So be it. I can't blame you.
Complete transparency? I've been going through a rough time. Two funerals in ten days, and other woes to boot. No excuse. A man shouldn't lose his conviction, and me more than most. I was tired, stressed, famished, in mourning and drunk, and again none of these are an excuse for the garbage that I typed up and posted, knowing full well it was wrong. As much as it kills me, again, I am sorry.
Now, as for the rest....this is the truth. Peter is a piece of shit. Fuck him. Y'all like the bastard? Enjoy him. What I said to him was fucking savage and cold and soulless. But he is a human cancer. He is responsible for my ban at Hoopla. He can deny it...and I'm sure he will. But, he's responsible for it. I joined this site, honestly considering myself done with message boards, especially college football ones because truthfully, what's the point anyone? Consider it advanced age, or changed priorities, I just don't care like I once did. I came here because I hoped to rekindle the best of what we had at Rivals, where I spent a decade and made what I'd like to think we're several friendships. The rivals ban was what it was, unfair, but personal and political. Much as I hated losing it, I "get it".
I joined Hoopla, with the rest of you, trying to reconverge, and yeah, I came in pistols blazing, especially in the political thread. And I got banned. I still say it was malarkey as what I said was mild and tame compare to the rest of the bile I saw there, but, I was the new guy throwing haymakers and got booted. I had no qualms with that. I admitted as much in public and private. That said...the hoop was a shit site that was very cliquey and unfairly moderated. After my boot from the Hoop pit, I was on good behavior, hell, great behavior. I kept getting restricted, earned, banned from board after board without valid explanation, and eventually booted for bullshit reasons anyway. There's another poster here who can vouch for this. I won't mention his name, so as not to get him caught up in this bullshit....but a mod there essentially playing favorites to his goons kept putting more and more elbow on me for unjustified reasons. This poster and I, discussing it, came to the same conclusion that PG was wielding unofficial power behind the scenes, and it was likely only his uncertain opinion of me that had even allowed me to exist there. Then, the very day he and I have a spat, I'm banned within hours. What a coincidence. And here he is, claiming ....well, shit, just read his post prior to mine.
He's a liar, he's a snake, and I will not be a part of this community so long as he is. That's my call. I won't lie and pretend I won't miss it, in the few days I've been here it almost felt like going home. But despite my (likely unsalvageable) reputation, on principle, I cannot and will not be where he is. I asked he not be admitted here, as I was under the false assumption it was a unanimous invite only board, so I was furious to see him here. Still no excuse mind you, for what I said, just a reiteration. But, I won't post so long as he does. I thought this was rivals 2.right, not Hoopla the second. I'm done. I'm-TRULY- sorry about what I said about his daughter. But, fuck him. I will not tolerate nor do-exist with him. And yeah, that's petty and stubborn and defiant on me. Enjoy him. Sincerely....shit, you may as well. But don't trust him.
This is longer and more rambling than I intended, but it's not easy reading legitimate criticism stoked my innuendo and outright lies. I've said my piece. So, yeah, I'll still read from time to time....I check up on my friends. So, I'll see the comments, and yes, I'll take my lashes, and yeah, I get you won't want me back anyway. That's fair. Guns up. Roll Tide. And, if anyone does want to message me or email me (I believe most of you have it), feel free to do so. I hate that I'll be remembered as I apparently clearly will be, but, you have to follow your gut. God bless.
-Trey
You forgot to admit to Stannis being dead you triggered ass wigger.